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311 - Love Song [Sat]
[ mood | curious ]

Whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel
Like i am home again whnever i'm alone with
You you make me feel like i am whole again

Whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel
Like i am young again whenever i'm alone with
You you make me feel like i am fun again


However far away i will always love you however
Long i stay i will always love you whatever
Words i say i will always love you i will always
Love you


Whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel
Like i am free again whenever i'm alone with
You you make me feel like i am clean again


However far away i will always love you however
Long i stay i will always love you whatever
Words i say i will always love you i will always
Love you

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[Wed]
[ mood | artistic ]

Alright so here's a song I'm working on. It's currently called 'My Confession' but might change as some of the lyrics may. Comment and tell me what you think.



They say that you’ll never make it
And you will never be anything
But the truth is neither will they
Bringing others down just to get away from their problems
As if they will just disappear and never return
Will they just confess the dilemma
Or do I have to state mine first

I’m breaking down and letting it go
Broken and bruised and left out in the cold
Longing for a lover and striving for acceptance
These are just a few of my confessions
My confessions

People are always going to have something to say
Say it straight up it’s not that you haven’t heard it before
Trying to bring you down in everyway possible
Trying to shatter and destroy your dignity
But they are destroying theirs as well
Can they just confess the dilemma
Or do I have to state mine first

I’m breaking down and letting it go
Broken and bruised and left out in the cold
Longing for a lover and striving for acceptance
These are just a few of my confessions
My confessions

Let me spill it all out for you
Put it right in the middle of your grasp
Maybe then you will be able to understand where I’m coming from
And why I am the way I am
And why these are my confessions

I’m breaking down and letting it go
Broken and bruised and left out in the cold
Longing for a lover and striving for acceptance
These are just a few of my confessions
My confessions

I’m breaking down and letting it go
Broken and bruised and left out in the cold
Longing for a lover and striving for acceptance
These are just a few of my confessions
My confessions

My confessions
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tear [Mon]
[ mood | lonely ]

I wrote a letter yesterday
Just trying to explain
Couldn't find the words to say
'Cause you are so far away
So far away
I wrote a letter yesterday
It's so hard for me to face
That it had to end this way
But my love will never change
Will never change
When I search my soul to find the truth
About the love we shared
I wonder why you're no longer here

You can just walk away
But I don't feel the same
My heart still beats for you, breathes for you, sings for you
And these feelings will never fade
I can hide my pain
But I can never hide the way I feel for you

I've been talking in my sleep
About the way it used to be
Girl, I pray that you'll hear me
And then I'll see you in my dreams
Oh, in my dreams
But I can't forget the words you said
To move on with my life
And no matter what, I'll carry you inside

You can just walk away
But I don't feel the same
My heart still beats for you, breathes for you, sings for you
And these feelings will never fade
I can hide my pain
But I can never hide the way I feel for you

Sooner or later, you're going to realize
That this kind of love happens once in your life
So, open your eyes, girl
And see what we could be
Come back to me

You can just walk away
But I don't feel the same
My heart still beats for you, breathes for you, sings for you
And these feelings will never fade
I can hide my pain
But I can never hide the way I feel for you
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=( [Sun]
[ mood | confused ]

It's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
Since I first saw you
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
Since I could call you
But everything I can't
Remember as f***ed up as it
All may seem the consequences
That I've rendered I've stretched
Myself beyond my means

It's been awhile
Since I could say that I wasn't addicted
Subce I could say I love myself as well
Since I've gone and f***ed things
Up just like I always do
But all that sh** seems to
Disappear when I'm with you
But everything I can't remember
As f***ed up as it may seem
The consequences that I've rendered,
I've gone and f***ed things up again.
Why must I feel this way
Just make this go away,
Just one more peaceful day

It's been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
Since I said I'm sorry
Since I've seen the way
The candle lights your face
But I can still remember
Just the way you taste
But everything I can't remember as
F***ed up as it all may seem to be
I know it's me I cannot blame this on my
Father he did the best he could for me

It's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile since I said
I'm sorry


i love you
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AHHH! [Sun]
[ mood | awake ]

alright so it's what... 2:45 in the morning and i'm not sleeping!? WTF!! haha. i'll go to bed soon i think. right now, just hanging out.



weekend overall (so far)= GRAND!! Very much fun.

Friday was great and Saturday was great, now let's just hope that Sunday will be the exact same, which i highly doubt, only because it's Sunday and nothing EVER happens on Sunday. Who knows, maybe this one will be differnt besides the normal homework? We'll see. haha.




How are you? Baby, how are you? Darling, how are you?

Is everyone else doing fine because i sure am!



I WANT COWBOY BOOTS!!


wanna buy me some






AHHHHH!! THIS SONG IS STUCK IN MY HEAD!!! DAMN YOU RALUCA (just kidding, I LOVE YOU)!!!


Stir me up, stir me up
Make it hot, make it naughty
Stir me up, me up
I like that, boy you’ve got me

Stir me up, stir me up
Make it hot, make it naughty
Stir me up, me up
I like that, boy you’ve got me

Stir me up, stir me up
Make it hot, make it naughty
Stir me up, me up
I like that, boy you’ve got me

I can see you standing there
Checkin’ out the dress I wear
But boy tell me first what's on your mind

I know that you want me too
Make you feel like your my boo
So boy get me in the mood tonight

That's right it's gotta be all or nothing
Don't make me wait, let me know that ya want me
I don't wanna sleep alone tonight

You can stay as long as the moon is
Shining in my little bedroom
I just gotta have you by my side
I don’t wanna sleep alone
Tonight I gotta have you by my side

Stir me up, stir me up
Make it hot, make it naughty
Stir me up, me up
I like that, boy you’ve got me

Stir me up, stir me up
Make it hot, make it naughty
Stir me up, me up
I like that, boy you’ve got me

I know I've been watching you
You've been checkin’ on me too
Oh boy, are you man enough for me

Do just what ya gotta do
I can taste the heat in you
Oh boy, let me take a bite in you

That's right it's gotta be all or nothing
Don't make me wait, let me know that you want me
I just gotta have you by my side
I don’t wanna sleep alone
Tonight I gotta have you by my side

Stir me up, stir me up
Make it hot, make it naughty
Stir me up, me up
I like that, boy you’ve got me

Stir me up, stir me up
Make it hot, make it naughty
Stir me up, me up
I like that, boy you’ve got me

Seni istiyorum
Yaklas yanima sakin korkma
Sana hastayim anlasana
Yaklas yanima sakin korkma
Sana hastayim bunu anlasana

Stir me up, stir me up
Make it hot, make it naughty
Stir me up, me up
I like that, boy you’ve got me

Stir me up, stir me up
Make it hot, make it naughty
Stir me up, me up
I like that, boy you’ve got me

Yaklas bana sakin korkma
Sana hastayim anlasana
Yaklas yanima sakin korkma
Sana hastayim bunu anlasana
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The Game Is Over [Wed]
[ mood | anxious ]

HOWDY




here's a song that Patrick and I are working on together. Not completely done yet, but tell us what y'all think!! =D WOO!

don't you know i'm giving you everything
why you have to play these games
i'm not a toy
girl let me know
fill me in
is this for real
or just for play

you seem to have it all
but girl do you...

have what it takes
take your chance
you'll never know what'll happen
but make the wrong move
and the game is over

stop using me and abusing me
don't play with me and be fake with me




you know your going to have a good day when you find 20 bucks first thing =P
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yup [Mon]
[ mood | creative ]


HAPPY HALLOWEEEN!! =D



Fair is foul, and foul is fair:
Hover through the fog and filthy air
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[Sun]
[ mood | tired ]

Soo here's my 100 word short story for Creative Writing. Tell me if you like it.

I am the one your mother warned you about. I’m the one lingering in the bush watching your every move. I’m the one peering into your apartment from the building across the street. When you walk across an ally, you ever get the eerie feeling that that someone is about to grab you? Snatch. I have you now. Shh. Don’t scream. Stop shaking. I don’t want to harm you. Let me sniff your hair and take you sweet scent. Are you okay? You’re in good hands. It’s just me. You’ve known me for years. Now, you know I’m your stalker.



And if you could make up
For every single time you lied
I'd probably whisper this
Hello, goodbye
And so it begins again
Harder each and every time
I start to reminisce

I never seem to ever find
Someone I can trust
Someone I believe
Someone who will never try
To bring me to my knees

Someday I will find again
Someone just like me
Someone who will take the time
In understanding me

And if I could make up
For every single tear you've cried
I'd probably never miss
Your hand in mine

I never could understand
Mistakes I repeat again
I've been through this so many times

I never seem to ever find
Someone I can trust
Someone I believe
Someone who will never try
To bring me to my knees

Someday I will find again
Someone just like me
Someone who will take the time
In understanding me

I've stopped searching
To take my time
And to completely clear my head
I believe in what's meant to be
And I feel it's time to know

And if you could make up
For every single time you lied
I'd probably whisper this

I never seem to ever find
Someone I can trust
Someone I believe
Someone who will never try
To bring me to my knees

Someday I will find again
Someone just like me
Someone who will take the time
In understanding me

Never breathe
Never scream
Someone who believes
Never lies to me
And would die for me
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TRUTH [Thu]
[ mood | cheerful ]

I am ready to fall in love.
I am over two week stands and and cheating whores.
I want someone to be there.
To randomly come over at all hours of the night to cuddle. Someone who leaves me message just seeing how i am doing, never asking what i am doing.
Someone who encourages me to hang out with my friends, they would love to meet them but doesnt have to know them.
Someone with a smile to make me melt and a kiss to make my knees buckle.
Someone who buys a cologne I like and wears it everytime I see them.
Then secretly sprays it on my bed sheets so i think of them in my dreams.
Someone who will leave a single red rose under my blanket so as i prepare for bed i will remember i am loved.
Someone who wont say i love you the day i meet them.
Someone who has never asked me cock size and when we are kissing doesnt try to cop a feel.
Someone who knows the difference between lust and love
Someone who can look in my eyes and see more than blue
Someone who works out with me
Someone who will travel with me
Someone who likes to listen to me sing no matter how terrible i am.
Someone i shower with and say thank you when i dry them off with a kiss.
Someone who knows you can never go wrong with a back rub.
Someone who respects their body and my opinion.
Someone who has their own opinions.
Someone i can debate with but never argue.
Someone who realizes the value of holding hands and a simple hug.
Someone who can make me smile and laugh.
Someone who introduces me as their boyfriend to their friends and family.
Someone who doesnt believe in stereotype but only being individuals.
Someone who has goals and dreams beyond me.
Someone who will respect my family.
Someone who will never call me a mistake.
Someone who holds me on cold nights and gives me space when i am warm.
Someone who makes me soup when i am cold.
Someone who asks to learn and practices when i am not around.
Someone who is goofy.
Someone who laughs when i fart.
Someone that will listen to a song on repeat.
Someone who gets me
Someone who understands me
Someone for tomorrow and the rest to come
Someone who buys me gifts and respects my pride.
Someone that kisses me
Someone who will read this and see if i cut it short
Someone who know more than living off of mommy and daddy and thinking it is cool
Someone who tried new things.
Someone that can cry but tried not to.
Someone who sings to me

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WOOO! [Tue]
[ mood | dorky ]

I've seen your face a thousand times
Have all your stories memorized
I've kissed your lips a million ways
But I still love to have you around

I've held you too many times to count
I think I know you inside out
And we're together most days
But I still love to have you around

You're the one I want and it's not just phase
You're the one I trust, our love is the real thing

Don't go away
My love (my love)
I want you to stay
In my life
Don't go away
My lover (my love)
I'm happiest when we spend time

You're a salty water ocean wave
You knock me down, you kiss my face
I know the storms will always come
But I still love to have you around

Heaven knows what will come next
So emotional, you're so complex
A rollercoaster built to crash
But I still love to have you around

You're the one I want and it's not just phase
You're the one I trust, our love is the real thing
Don't go away
My love (my love)
I want you to stay
In my life
Don't go away
My lover (my love)
I'm happiest when we spend time (it's only you and I)

It's you there when I close my eyes
And you in the morning
I never thought you'd still be mine
Or I'd really need to have you around

Don't go away
My love (my love)
I want you to stay
In my life
Don't go away
My lover (my love)
I need you, you're my love supply

Don't go away
My love (you're my love supply)
I want you to stay
In my life (every day, every night)
Don't go away
My love (you're my love supply)
I need you, you're my love supply

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